A bug made me believe that I lost 50% of my entire wealth.
Surprisingly, I stayed somewhat calm. And relieved that I lent 40% of my assets.
It made me realize I should stop doing people stupid favors. As they wouldn’t do the same for me. I realized I had increased my hours, risked my wealth, and spent extra time for someone who would not do the same.
I think I was desperate for the project to succeed. And I was spread out too thin to think properly. I really overdid myself. I should slow down.